New Start? Day One...

Waking up Sunday morning....

    What can I say? I am NOT a morning person. The more you get to know me and why I decided to start this blogging thing... You will come to understand why I am not made for mornings... Everyone has a weakness... If my life has taught me ANYTHING over the last four decades it is... Mornings are my weakness.

What made me finally start this?

    Yesterday I finally made it to an appointment early. That appointment was with a very special friend and together we performed real magic.
    In a cord cutting ceremony, we cut ties with all the energy that no longer serves myself and my greater good. Along with that, we received some messages from my guides that helped to explain what was going on and what else needed to be done.
    It was an amazing experience and it left me drained and ready for bed. I pushed myself to go shopping of course, ende4d up having an amazing time anyways.
    I ended the day with a night soak in a hot bath and taking my pills before going to bed at a relatively decent time.

Sunday Morning?

    Actually, it was the afternoon by the time we rolled out of bed. It was a deep and fulfilling sleep that made it even harder to leave the bed anyways.
    Finally, I get out of the cloud like safe place and "dress" for the day. 
    Without eating or anything else, I( grab my youngest and we go to our regular grocery store for my prescriptions and some needed things. We arrive only for me to be reminded that the hours of the pharmacy changed back in November and they weren't open on Sundays anymore....
    We finish our shopping and after wasting a few more hours in the "chronic illness makes me not want to do anything but want to do something" mode, I finally pull myself to my other chair and log onto my laptop. 
    Now I am forcing myself to sit upright and type this out as a start to a new adventure. 
    I have been through hell and high water and I am not building the life I am supposed to have. I don't exactly know where it will lead me but for now, I am starting with this entry.

I will write another entry tomorrow and everyday I remember. You can follow along and see what happens! Or not... That's okay too, you do you boo! <3 

Momma Bee